More dreams
Job said at one point, “When I think my bed will comfort me and my couch will ease my complaint, even then you frighten me with dreams and terrify me with visions.”
I have been having quite a few vivid dreams and still don’t know what to make of them or if God is trying to relay some message through them.
Recently, I dreamed that Marian and I were together at some kind of office or government building to sign some paperwork. When Marian had noticed the clerk write down, “Marian Koster”, she corrected the clerk and gave her pre-marriage name.
Clerk: “But your driver’s license says Koster, that’s what I need to have on the documentation.”
Marian: “I’m fixing my driver’s license first thing tomorrow, I’m not a Koster anymore.”
The argument ensued because the clerk suggested coming back after the driver’s license was corrected and Marian wasn’t going to tolerate the name for even a minute longer.
It’s just a dream right? I’m sure it was as Marian and I have been over 500 miles apart for some time. But it felt so real that I had the emotional sadness and grief sit with me for days afterwords. Even now I can’t help but wonder how much of that sits within her heart.
I also recently had another dream about losing the motorcycle. This time I wasn’t on it, I went into a store and when I came back out to the parking lot, I found it vandalized and nearly completely destroyed.
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